I Want to Write

quarta-feira, fevereiro 28, 2018

I want to write.
Since I was young, I know I want to write. Since I learnt to put together the first lines into letters, the first letters into words, the first words into sentences, I want to write. I want to write because I have a lot to say, because I learnt a lot of unknown words and I want to use then in non-sense sentences when trying to get the most brilliant quotation… Because I want to learn with every orthographic mistake, every word badly built, every non-sense text.
I want to write because I want to forget… Forget all the traumas, all deceptions, all illusions – all sadness and bitterness. Every villain and their enchantments, every failure and regret. Forget them all by turning them memorable, reasons to be proud of, inspirations for a moving over, a overturn.
I want to forget all the limits too.
I want to put on paper all the other universes that exist inside my head. I want to know all the characters that inhabit my heart. I wanna write because I want a world where I can fly and can breathe under the water; where I can read minds – where I can create minds. An universe where all the lies in my head are truths and they all make sense.
I want thunder lightning coming out from my hands; wanna know how to hunt, wanna live happily ever after… I want to perform all my dreams and introduce my friends to my imaginary boyfriends. I want to go back in time, save lives and maybe even be a queen.
I want to write because it’s good to have control of past, present the future, and to know that it’s even better to let the plot go by itself. I want to write – yes, I want to discover planets, travel continents, discover the recipe for immortality.

I want to experience death and to be born again and learn how to make and grand écart. I wanna create lives and wait for their deaths ... And above all, I want to destroy worlds - worlds that limit me, that reprehend me, that censure me. I do not need them. Because every time I write, my world begins again.

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